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[02 Apr 2003|09:25pm] |
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I took this from [ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<a [...] //www.livejournal.com/~_plainjane">') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] I took this from <a href="http"//www.livejournal.com/~_plainjane">Erin</a> ++ your name [x] What?s your first name? Nichole [x] What?s your middle name? Marie [x] Do you have any nicknames? yes. [x] Who named you? My momma. [x] Why did they name you this? Because she liked it! [x] Do you like your name? NOPE. [x] If you could have any name, what would it be? Jocelyn or like.. Jennifer. [x] Why? Because its better than my name.
++ your age [x] How old are you? 13 [x] Do people say you look your age? Nope, everyone thinks I'm my 21 yr old sister or thinks I'm in highschool. [x] If no, how old do they say you look? I just told you, you fag. [x] Are most of your friends your age? [x] If you could be any age, how old would you be? 15 or 16. [x] Why? Because its better than being 13!!!
++ have you ever... [x] Been called a slut in a joking manner? yes [x] Been called a slut in a serious manner? yes [x] Been called a bitch in a joking manner? yes [x] Been called a bitch in a serious manner? yes [x] Been called a loser in a joking manner? yes [x] Been called a loser in a serious manner? yes [x] Been called a loner in a joking manner? yes [x] Been called a loner in a serious manner? no [x] Bungee jumped? nope. [x] Skydived? no. [x] Gotten into a physical fight? maaaannyy times. [x] Gotten suspended? from the computer &other luxury things. [x] Skipped school? I CAN'T.
++ are you.. [x] Spoiled? hell noo. [x] Rude? to some people. [x] Quiet? not frequently. [x] Smart? No. [x] Stupid? Indeed I am. [x] Friendly? to some people. [x] Reliable? for other people, not for myself. [x] Trustworthy? Yes. [x] Responsible? nope. [x] Attractive? NOPE. [x] Ugly? YEP. [x] Conceited? No. [x] Modest? I guess. [x] A liar? sometimes. [x] A follower? rarely. [x] A trendsetter? rarely. [x] Fake? no [x] Original? I don't think I am. [x] Lyk totally kewl? lol.
++ livejournal [x] How long have you been on LiveJournal? since about November 2002. [x] Who do you know best on LiveJournal? Farron & Lefy & Nicole. [x] Why do you update? "to reflect"; I don't in eljay, its all for fun, I take things seriously in my <a href="http://rapeme.diary-x.com">d-x.</a> [x] Are you honest about yourself in your LiveJournal? I s'pose so. [x] Have you ever made up a story in your LiveJournal? no [x] Do you aim for comments when you update? sometimes. [x] If everyone on your friend list left LiveJournal, would you leave, too? No. [x] Is there anyone on your friend list who you don't like? no, I only keep FRIENDS on a FRIENDS list, DUHHH. [x] Have you ever commented someone just so they would comment you? nope. [x] Do comments matter? no.
++ social [x] Do you have a lot of friends? an even amount of em. [x] Is being well known important to you? well known? I don't get that question. [x] How many close friends do you have? Hmmm.. about 10-15? [x] How many not-so-close friends do you have? Hmm.. about 10-15? lol. [x] Would you rather have a few close friends or a lot of not-so-close friends? a few close friends, no DOUBT. [x] Do your friends like you for you? Yes, I think. [x] If you wore a ripped up, purple, polka dotted dress to school, do you think that would change your friendship with people? They'd laugh & say it was cool, lol. [x] Name some of your friends: There are too many & I must be off soon. [x] Do you think they would name you as a friend? Hopefully! [x] Let's say a girl that has frizzy hair, a limited too tee shirt, buck teeth, and -- okay let's say an ugly person came up to you and asked if they could sit by you. What would you say? Are you being honest? It depends on how everyone else was being & her body language. If she looked me in the eye & did something that made me think 'Aww shes sweet.' I'd MAYBE say yes, but most likely, I'd run away once I saw her coming to avoid saying 'yes', since I wouldn't be able to say no.
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| SUCH an asshole. |
[31 Mar 2003|06:13pm] |
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5:12pm Oh dear. Family crisis. My parents are getting fed up with my sister. She's always getting in wrecks & they are talking about taking her off their insurance.
She just got in a wreck with some couple with a baby, & she said they had barely anything on their car, but the guy got out of his car & screamed at her saying "Were taking the baby to the pediatrician now, we gotta check if everything is okay."
She's whining now how her 'car is so ugly, & her life is so fucked up.' She's hysterical. She was on her way to her plastic surgery appointment thingy. She's getting a boob job. No one told me. I found out, as I do with everything in this family.
She's such an idiot, she was talking to my Mom about her plans for taking time off work for her boob job recovery, & she said, "I'm taking 4 days off, that should be enough, right?" Uhh.. no. It takes like weeks to recover from that.
I just know I don't want to be around her, while she is sore & crap. I also don't want to have to look at her after it, because plastic surgery scares me, especially on boobies. I can't imagine doing that, I'd freak out & run away before any doctor could touch me.
I didn't go to school today, because my Mom 'didn't feel like taking me.' I've been so bored all day.
I'm pissed off at my sister for getting in a car wreck, because now my Dad will be screaming & yelling ALL night & I'll have to listen to him rant.
I took some pictures today, out of boredness of course.
My Dad just came home &went off about the wreck. "The people she hit were Asian, so you know they'll milk it for all its worth. They had a baby in the car with them.." I rolled my eyes &gave out a huge sigh when he started bitching about them being Asian.
He looked at me & went, "You better shut the fuck up, I don't want to hear yr liberal bull shit." Heh. Sorry if I'm not racist, who cares if their Asian? NOT ONLY ASIANS DO THAT. GODDD.
Then they started talking & at first it was calm, but my Mom brought up the fact my sister's knee was injured because she banged it on the dashboard, due to the fact she had no seatbelt on, & my Dad blew up.
Then they stood up in their seats, &she backed up & threw her chair &it hit some of my Mom's china &broke it & then they started going TOTALLY off on eachother, & he ran over to her & pushed her & she pushed him back, so he grabbed her by the neck & slammed her into the wall.
She got pissed off & left.
He says her priorites are out of whack. "All she cares about is getting her boobs!!" He keeps saying.
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[27 Mar 2003|09:34pm] |
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"Rejected"--Rancid |
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 ROCK ON! Kill the establishment! You are a new punker! Punks been around for a long time but have just had your eyes opened! You seem to get along with the street punx but the oi kids dont like you too much! You feel intimidated but dont let it show! You know that you are punk and you are fucking proud of it! Show it off and DESTROY!!!
What kind of PUNK are you?!?!?!?!? brought to you by Quizilla
WOO HOOO!!!! The Distillers were on MTV earlier. I totally glued myself to the tube for that. I <3 Brody, I think she's so cool.
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| FUCK ME. |
[25 Mar 2003|08:52pm] |
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I've been feeling incredibly stupid lately. I used to pride myself &think I was the smartest thing alive, but now... I must've fried some brain cells or something because I am an idiot.
I don't think I'll ever fully like myself. I'll always dislike this or that about myself &that's normal, I s'pose. It's just.. I'm tired of feeling this way all the damn time.
When I eat, I always make myself feel guilty. Then I think about what I could do with the food. Throw it up! Not eat it! Yadda, yadda. I hate having food issues, very much so.
I get insecure over the stupidest things.
I'm not depressed, I'm just.. dead. It's inexplicable how I feel. I dislike myself, yet I accept myself at the same time.
Maybe I'm jus thinking way to much for my own good. I totally neglect eljay. I'm sorry.
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| Find a redneck hoe &put yr dick in her mouth. |
[18 Mar 2003|06:57pm] |
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Today Erica &I got in a food fight &I can still feel &smell banana in my hair. I'm in need of a shower, hmph.
Tiffany's party was okay. It was long &I think I ate too much there. I'm stressed over the damn science fair. Thank god this week is the final week.
Jency promised to bring me my ICP mix tomorrow. If she doesn't, I'll die. I love Shaggy. I need to give Jency her Sticks &Stones back though. Damn.
I'm going to an NFG,GC,MXPX, &Less Than Jake concert in May. That should be fun. I'm going with Jen, too. Double woot.
Ashton Kutcher is such a hottie, his new show "Punk'd" is hilarious. I think Justin Timberlake, was kinda cute on it. :X
I'm not sure if I want to be in track. I was thinking about it today, &I'm sort of regretting signing it up. Oh well...I could always quit.
America sucks. I'm no longer having patriotism for this shit hole. Were stupid. We declare war on 'terror.' What the fuck is terror? Why can't we just come out &say that were going to kick Suddam Hussein's ass?!we do is talk. All we do is work for peace. Fuck peace. Peace is what leads us to be taken advantage of &fucking terrorized like on 9.11.
I'm fed up with the media as well. The news isnt NEW anymore. It talks about the same shit over &over &over.
"8 Mile" came out today. I've never seen it. Must buy. Eminem sort of sucks now. I never REALLY liked him, but he was okay. Have you heard ICP's Emimem dissing songs? "Nothin But A Bitch Thang", "Slim Anus", etc. They're hella funny! Eminem gets fucked in the ass in one of them.
I have a really bad need...no..ACHE, to go to the mall or do heavy duty shopping. I need CLOTHES. My Mom says I'm being ridiculous &I don't need anymore clothes, that I have enough, but I'm dying!! I need some fuckin clothes!
I cleaned my room yesterday, well sort of &I found the weirdest things in it, like TONS of unused pads. Odd. I need to return my duplicate of the Used CD to Target &get a different CD. I want to get Saves The Day, "Stay What You Are."
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